. WISH OF THE DEVIL .

. mY LIFE .. around me .. people .. .

. i was just thinking some stuff that maybe just some people will understand what we as human being should do in life .

. survive .. yes, surviving this cruel world ..

. No one can survive if they have bad feelings about themselves or even others .. our lives is one big mess and fixing it .. its very hard, even if some of the people who wanted to help us to be ourselves again.. they just probably give up because we dont want them to save us ..

. i will let you know a story about someone or even related to myself..

. This human being need LOVE and lots of it but when they got it, they just blow it away without any good reason . 

. This human being wants to get out , wants to be FREE and wants to get out of this stupid and hopeless world for them ..

. This human being is so sick of everything and they want to get out.. JUST OUT .. WHATEVER AND NEED IT ASAP .. LIKE NOW .. .

. Maybe this thing called LOVE or LIFE is not very important but, our lives is filled with all those stuff and we can't get away with it ..

. its just the way in our world .. this world is just SUCKS!!! TO THE MAX ..

. Finding some hope is very hard and sometimes people did not really understand what we have been through . because they think that we just one of THOSE PEOPLE .. the people who just seeking for attention ..

. We are not like that .. We just wanna be FREE . to express everything, every single hope for me and the rest of our people ..

. This blood represent US .

. This blood represent OUR PEOPLE .

. The one who died because of OUR CRUEL AND HOPELESS WORLD .

. i will too .. maybe .