oh well, nvm.. i dont care anymore..
kadang gwe mikir,,, kadang gwe mengkhayal.. gwe bisa sama dengan bie.
bie. kadang gwe mikir. gwe nih sama sebenernya sama.
kadang juga.. gwe reflek bilang sama dia.. i cant let that bie go from my life.
gwe nih lagi wreck banget because this thing that has been happening for the last 5 years.. it happen again and again.. NOW..
i told him about it and GUESS WHAT PEOPLE? ... I THINK IVE GOT WRONG FEELINGS OR SHOULD I SAY.. MAYBE IVE GOT BRAIN DAMAGE,,, OR WTVR.,, BECAUSE I LET HIM KNOW ABOUT IT!!!!
FUCK!!! YES.. THATS ALL ..
kadang gwe mikir, kalo gwe ngga ada. semua orang ngga akan harus dibebani sama orang kaya gwe. orang yang nyusahin semua orang. orang yang cuman bisanya ngadu ke orang. without any reason..
i miss my family too much. i cant get them here.. i need them..
i want them to know about everything .. apa yang selama ini bikin gwe suicide for the last 5 years ... selama gwe disini..
im a very good drama person, kadang gwe mikir,,, bisa banget yah gwe sampe gwe nipu semua orang yang ada di dalam lingkungan gwe.. gwe ini ga pantes hidup.
so guys, if u ever ever miss me... pray for me.
bye
