poem life today

sometimes, i just want to get my brain wash.. so i can forget every single thing that people talk about me (badly stuff)..

i know im not perfect, but can they just mind their own business? can they just F@#$ OFF and doing what they should do with their life?

i kindda confused tho.. why some people just wanna do you wrong?

sometimes...

ur friend... (so-called frens perhaps) ...

two-face frens ..

family ..

even your boy/girlfren ...

too many times they all hurting you inside out.. too many times they just do you wrong.. too many times they dont believe in you.. even when you really THIS close to DEATH ..

They ignore you..

they torture you..

they made ur life miserable..

they haunt you..

they want to make you feel very much depressed..

and then..

when you cant handle that anymore..

you just wish.. 

TO DIE...

maybe this is what they want to tho..

they want you to be gone!!.. *syuhhhh they said...go to HELL!!!*

they just f!@#ing evil and you know what we can do to them...

KILL?

STALK?

or just IGNORE?

*YOU KNOW WHAT I CHOOSE TO BE WHEN IM IN THIS POSITION (WHICH IS MY POSITION NOW).. 

I JUST IGNORE THEM BUT ... beware you idiots !!! *

*gone*

*istirahat sejenak*

miss you guys...

GILA... keisengan yang berlanjut banget nih.. seneng banget bisa kenal... haduhhhh..

*random mode on*

i miss jakarta but i will miss perth too..

well, its not just because im used to perth already BUT .. its just .. nice city ..

d'oh!!!

back to report... stupidity report!!!

Our Production and Feelings ..

Kadang, untuk jadi orang yang baik musti sabar. nah loh!?!?? 

today, i realize one thing in my life. ive trust people too much and sometimes it is really hard to understand why.

kadang gwe ngga percaya orang n

gomong apa tentang orang lain , tapi today i DO believe that tho...

hey, this afternoon was my 2 production and 1 rehearsal for access 31.

HAPPY??!?!? not!!

hhahaha well, those pic is my group set for next week. WISH ME LUCK GUYS...

barusan gwe nonton the phantom of the opera and the spirits within and baru mau nonton the holiday. ASEM BGT KAN YAH... SENDIRIAN, NONTON BEGINIAN LAGEHHHH.. NGGA KURANG PATHETIC APA COBA GWE!!?!?!?

ahhaha.. kangen neh sama keluarga, kadang kalo lagi sendirian gini gwe tuh kangennyaaaaa minta ampunnnnnnn.. pengen ngobrol bareng gituh sama orang2 di rumah... siapaaaa aja dech pokoknya..

I KNOW... sometimes i spent so much time wif frens and x.. but still I LOVE MY FAMS TOO MUCH..

i know.. yah2...

hari ini gwe kan jalan yah, i feel like im in the wrong world.. why!??! well... 

THOSE SKINNY SYNDROME HAS BEEN ATTACKING ME AGAIN AND AGAIN TODAY...

too many times... kayanya HATI gwe sama OTAK gwe tuh bener2 udh sakit bgt sampe gwe harus rela yang namanya DIEM dan cuman nerima doank.. SOMETIMES gwe ngerasa useless buat semuanya.. SEMUANYA... gwe males abis..

CUMAN..

SAYANGNYA..

GWE sebenernya capek sih, cuman sayangnya gwe selalu stuck in the middle of something that is not IMPORTANT AT ALL!!! FUK!!!!!!!!

haduh, udah ah kayanya.. sepertinya saya sedang males banget!! kenapa sih !!!

udh ah, this is wasting my time actually... 

trusting people.. 

ALONE.. he eh udh biasa banget ga sih saya. anti social banget.. hahahah

kayanya yah kalo dipikir2 semuanya tuh salah banget.. SALAH..

if i live .. salah ..

...

feelings??? ... CURRENTLY BROKEN HEART ...

brain???... CURRENTLY DAMAGED ...

body???... CURRENTLY FAT AS A HIPPO ...

attitude??? ... CURRENTLY NOT GOOD ...

mind??? ... CURRENTLY SUICIDAL THOUGHTS .. 

.... thats all folks ....

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