. ma bad and good .

hi, guys...

im so happy today..... 

hari ini, aku bisa ketawa2, bisa menghilangkan stres, aku jaranng2 bisa nyambung sama orang ...

krik3..

kangennnnnn sama semuanya.. kapan kita ketawa yahhhhh lagiiii... HAYUKK HAYUKKKKKK

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but apparently that BIATCH made myself believe that im bad...

d'oh tapi ada orang yang baik banget... yang perhatian banget sama aku... parah banget tau ga ..

aku.. di ambang2 dunia persilatan...

i wish everything will be the same as it used to be ..

somehow i feel like i dont count as in a girl.. human with feeling.. i dont know what to do with these situation..

somehow in this world, i dont think that people will do the best they can..

i wish sometimes they dont exist in this world..

i wish sometimes people or should i say bad people ... just be dead .. DEAD.. 

and ..

punish those kind of people..

BYE

.. TODAY ...

akhirnyaaaaaa.. saya pindah juga ke scarborough...

seneng dechhh.. akhirnya saya bisa juga nih survive.. agaknya sih bisa yah..

tadi abis jalan2 di ct sampe kakinya mau dipatahin terus dijemur dulu.

diajak bolak balik bolak balik dr king st city king st city.. hadooooohhh...

seneng sih saya hari ini..

BTW,nih extension rambut gwe kok sakit banget yah...

tapi GPP... aku seneng ahhhh...

besok mau jalan2 lagiiiiihhhhh... aku seneng banget.. hopefully sayaaaaaaa SENENG BESOKKKKKK..

miss you my elmo-cholic .. heheheh ...

poem life today

sometimes, i just want to get my brain wash.. so i can forget every single thing that people talk about me (badly stuff)..

i know im not perfect, but can they just mind their own business? can they just F@#$ OFF and doing what they should do with their life?

i kindda confused tho.. why some people just wanna do you wrong?

sometimes...

ur friend... (so-called frens perhaps) ...

two-face frens ..

family ..

even your boy/girlfren ...

too many times they all hurting you inside out.. too many times they just do you wrong.. too many times they dont believe in you.. even when you really THIS close to DEATH ..

They ignore you..

they torture you..

they made ur life miserable..

they haunt you..

they want to make you feel very much depressed..

and then..

when you cant handle that anymore..

you just wish.. 

TO DIE...

maybe this is what they want to tho..

they want you to be gone!!.. *syuhhhh they said...go to HELL!!!*

they just f!@#ing evil and you know what we can do to them...

KILL?

STALK?

or just IGNORE?

*YOU KNOW WHAT I CHOOSE TO BE WHEN IM IN THIS POSITION (WHICH IS MY POSITION NOW).. 

I JUST IGNORE THEM BUT ... beware you idiots !!! *

*gone*